My life was going very well, lots of happiness, lots of family love, no tension, no problem. Life was passing as if God had given me a boon. But it is said that happiness is seen very soon, something similar happened with me.

 Suddenly a twist came in my life and my life got a dark turn, I don't know whose curse it was. As if all the happiness came to a standstill, because my father got deceased suddenly, that too due to heart attack, we did not get even an hour to take him to the hospital properly, in the ambulance, on my both hands, he took his last breath. The time which was not even worst ever watching and maybe that time was not right for me.

 The country India has progressed so much today, many new inventions have been done, but in my village, Valmikinagar, there is no proper system of medicine and no other things. My village is known in the most famous village of Bihar, because it is the only tiger reserve of Bihar. The system of tourism in my village is very good, new parks have also been built, but the right kind of patients cannot be treated. There are many hospitals to say, like Surji Health Care, Sky Health Care, Apollo, but there is no right doctor and right wellfare system. Well, what difference does it make to me now that the person who had to go should go, what will happen now.

 After the death of my father, someone who has hurt me the most, it is my grandmother and my father's own brother i.e. my uncle. These two people always do not know why are always jealous of me and my success. Since a few days after my father's death, both of them are asking me to take care of my father's shop, it is a matter of running the shop, I do not mind, but the problem is that I do not know anything about the shop. And if there was a ration shop, I would also have learned in a few days, but it is the matter of the shop of Goldsmith, in which I do not understand anything about Silver and Golds. But my uncle and grandmother are not understanding this, they forcefully say that I should do the shop now. And anyway, in next February, I have to give my 10th board exam, so now I should concentrate on that or not at the shop.

 To be honest, I am fed up with my life, I do not know where this thread of life is takeing me. Well, whatever happens, I am most happy because I am with my mother and my brother even in this difficult time. Sometimes I get so fed up with my life that I even feel like committing suicide but I am living in this two-faced world just seeing my mother's face.

 Well whatever, but I love my parents very much and I am missing my father a lot during this difficult period of worse life.

 I was fed up with my life, I had to tell all the things to someone but I could not understand anything, so I made my own website and put all the things in front of you, I don't know what is right and what is wrong. Whatever has to happen is happening.

Thank you,

 Aditya Kumar